Its 5:00 AM, Im wide awake
My sugar-high, wont dissipate
My eyes are bloodshot, hands are shaking
Stomach empty, my minds failing
I cant feel you, but I see you
Touching me with hands so steady
Im so numb to everything
If only I could stay here longer
I cant seem to run while lying down
I cant seem to stand without my head hitting the ground
I dont see the fun in dying now
I cant see much of anything with my eyes in the clouds
My hearts far too excited to calm down
Im feeling sick, like I might die
How do you smile, when I might cry?
I have no strength left, I co